Saturday, September 30, 2017

GIVEAWAY COMEL BY SYAHIRAH VALIANT


Assalamualaikum and hi guys. Its been a long time since my last post aite? I'm back. Anyway jom join giveaway ni. Why suddenly a GA? I don't know but i just love the banner haha. And yea this GA is really simple don't worry. Further information on terms and conditions boleh klik gambar banner atas ni okay.

So be hurry. Giveaway Date : 9 September 2017 - 9 October 2017


Monday, April 24, 2017

Sem 4 with love

Assalamualaikum blogku terchenta. Hang ingat aku lagi dak? The name is Qistina. Ada nuuh kat ataih nama aku cuma tambah saur, konon nak jadi denesor pahahai nama denesor mna ada saur saur kat belakang. Apa apa la weh. Paham ja la aku kan pelik. Dah nak masuk 21 pun perangai tampaq dahi. Hantam la labuuu.

Haa apa ceta tiba tiba comeback ni. Rindu aaa. Tak sat aku baca post post lama aku. Waduh abenda laa aku tulih salama ni. Salama salama ingat saloma ka apa. Ok nevermind that. Just to let you know my existence eh ka existance eh apa nii. Apa apalah. Tup tap tup kababoom aku dah sem 4 laa. Ey eyh. Sem 4 dah uolls. Padahal berapa kali tah pikir nk pindah kos. Aku bertahan ga dgn pisio ni. Kadang menarik kos ni, kadang buat aku down. Iya lah, what doesnt kill you make you stronger. Eh?

Beza sem ni dengan sem lain, aku tak lah busy berprogram. Kalau tak drpd sem 1 kemain aku join program itu ini. Meeting memanjang. So i came out with a moto for this sem,, "sem bebas meeting". Does it go well? No. Why? Because i kesian kat classmate i cari ajk utk program dia. Xpa la satu ja program. Dpt sijil hahah. Lgpun program kerohanian kot. Pahala sentiasa mengalir inshaaAllah sepanjang handling. MashaaAllah sisturrr. K anyway goodluck Cheah for your program. Pengarah kita ni baikkk orgnya serius.

Btw, sem ni pelik sikit. Tahap kesensitifan tu kdg2 annoying. Aku tgh bercakap pasal aku la. Mula2 saja main merajuk2 lama2 tu dh serius merajuk pulak. Aku rasa mcm nk penampor ja diri sendiri. Asyik kecik hati ja laa ni. Mampuih la org yg dok dgn aku. Bagi kaki ja kat aku ni mengadaa.

Lg satu, hmm mm lecturer sem ni x sebest sem lepas aa. Pressure jgk la rasa sbb dpt lecturer yg busy2, so waktu2 kelas berterabuq n rasa cm betul2 mcm degree. Maksud aku, smua kena figure out sendiri. Entah la. K apa2 lah. Aku nk kna study mandarin ni. K bye

Psst:// aku guna apps blogger. so berterabuq sikit la jdnya. K bye

Friday, August 26, 2016

Mama


Assalamualaikum and genite,,  baca pasal rokok cap babi
Siang tadi aku macam biasa, lepas isytihar tak ada cerita best kat semua channel yang biasa favorite, channel ceria 611 aku lawat. Yes! Its Chibi Maruko Chan! Now jangan boo dulu. I can't help it having this little kid heart inside. So the episode is about maruko forgetting things she must brought to school such as school trip fees, and sport wear. So she after few efforts and alternatives, decided to call home. Her mom had ran all the way from home to school to bring her school trip fees. Which at the moment, i got quick flashback on the same scene happening to me when i was at school. 
She had gone to work. On recess i called her and she drove all the way from her office to home, searching whatever shit i forgot to bring and drove to school then back to her office. This is my mom, she would do anything for her children. There are four of us troubling one strong mother. Not just once or twice, but uncountable times that we got our mom into troubles. I was doing this crap since elementary school until high school to my mom. God.

Ofcourse she nagged. A lot. But she does everything. And never complain. And when im 20 and her at late 40s, she start to complain a lot about her knee, feet and backpain and her unstable mens but above all she still loves smiling and laughing and being cheeky. She still doing the house chores without saying " i'm tired doing all these things " like i always did to my brothers(cause they don't move their buts). Guess her attitude gene doesnt really hit me. Hah-ha

I'm sorry for not making her dream watching me pursue my studies at foreign country like she did. I'm sorry for not even make it to USM like my father. I'm so sorry i'm not a daughter they can be proud of. Maybe i don't work hard enough to earn those. But.. perhaps no matter how good my grades or how hard i work, i might get the same thing i have now. You know. Its fate. But,.. everytime i thought about this,. that i can't be like my mom or dad,.. it's sad and hurt. It really does.

Basically if you get cgpa of 3.0 you get to enter USM but only for course that have low requirements of cgpa lah. For my course, it takes 3.9 and above to work. Even in UiTM, my classmates are those with cgpa of 3.8 and above only (actually most of them are 4flatter). So i'm grateful actually.

I have big ego. This ego doesn't let me to express my love to my mom or dad verbally like any other normal human beings. But i hope she know.. they both know that whatever happen, i love them eternally.
 
gif, black, and how i met your mother image 

*right so i use english in this post, as usual don't bash me. It is a practice for my academic grade. so excuse meh k bye ni haa baca rokok tak halal
 
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